I can officially say, that i have grown up. All the cards seem to have fallen into place and i understand why i'v lived my life the way i have. I'm going to try getting back into my roots with deviantArt. This summer has been the best of my life, I have gotten deep within the sub-conscious of the universe and, of all the things i've learned, I've realized how manipulation can get the best of us all.

I met a girl this week, i can't say she's the one, but i will say that she's the first girl i've been close to who won't be manipulated. A girl to fight for. Finally, a reason to have reason. Even if its just for one date, I have learned a lot from her.